title: hospitals & doctor
*object category: financial records[**[1]**](<https://www.notion.so/IV-in-the-early-stages-1883-08fbc28cc6db4e4eb6804e5bba08e77e#_ftn1>)*
nighttime. there is a biting pressure
in her head and a deep swell in
her underbelly and she knows that
in her few minutes of sleep she had
almost drowned. the vessels to
and from her legs are empty,
and her limbs are tied to her
body with string. It will only be a
matter of minutes, or if she
is lucky, hours, before she feels
the urge to run to the bathroom
with her jelly legs and watch
everything that she has taken to
‘cure’ herself come up, buoyant
in a river of bile and nothing-
ness. her body has rid of an int
ruder- and she takes it as a sign